Dear Paige, (9/1/10)

Dear Paige,

I’ve had a really bad couple of days diet-wise.  I just don’t understand why I can’t just keep away from such harmful foods!  Hamburgers, fries, ice cream, candy… and as much as I love him – Cris is zero help!!!  He always wants Wendy’s bacon chee, and Pizza, and BBQ and hot dogs and chips and dips… These are all items that wreck my diet. And the joints we get his food from have no healthy options. They have only mildly low-cal menu items where if you eat 1 small thing you’d be OK but it wouldn’t be enough to fill me up so I always end up eating more later ruining my cal-count anyway. He seems to hate healthy options so our grocery list is full of stuff only his diet would permit – unfortunately, its way to inconvenient to go to two places for dinner or to buy him food and cook my own its a hassle so what happens is I eat poorly with him.  ☹

I truly wish I had his tummy issue.  I’d take duty as “bathroom monitor” any day if it meant I’d get to be thin again. I’m such a fat cow. I eat anything that’s put in front of me like a pig and am already 3x Cris’s size! I weigh 149 lbs and counting. I wear an 11 that is getting too tight and 13s are getting tight too.  WHEN WILL IT END?

Goodnight Paige,

Taja ☹


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