Frazzled… When will things calm the eff down!?

October 6, 2016

Now that Cris is officially working, we had to tell Medi-Cal and Keep Your Home CA the good news.  They, of course, both dropped us from the programs as expected.  Immediately, I was allowed to roll over on to a real insurance plan through Covered California.  Now we have Blue Shield.  We are still on […]


Doctor Visit & Depression Meds

September 21, 2016

I had a doctor follow up today.  The last time I did labs (about a month ago) they had collect a 24hr urine sample. Today my results! Firstly, when I first got there the lady said they didn’t have the mental wellness questionnaire on file for me so I needed to fill it out again for […]


It’s all fun and games until someone shows you a photo 😢

July 18, 2016

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The self-loathing of a donothing layabout

July 1, 2016


Bronson is sick… Mommy is depressed..

November 16, 2015

I’m sure it’s just a common cold or allergies situation. He’s just so healthy nothing hits him very hard. He just wants to cuddle more and is having to breath more through his mouth since his nose is stuffy. He has a little cough and it’s red around his eyes. He gets frustrated more easily […]


A New Stage of Fear

October 31, 2015

For Halloween… I thought I should share. For years I have proclaimed that horror stories aren’t realistic enough to scare me.  I have friends who have always been scared of certain types of horror creatures, or didn’t like certain horror flicks because it gives them nightmares, etc. and this has always been confounding and amusing […]


Just when I thought it couldn’t get worse…

October 23, 2015

So it’s my birthday… And I’m 34 now. And it doesn’t feel like a birthday, or like there is any reason to celebrate. In fact, besides Bronson and everything surrounding him, this has been the worst year ever! Cris and I have been struggling majorly since he got laid off in May. It’s been really […]


UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

October 5, 2015

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Depression is a cold hearted bitch

May 10, 2013

Life really sucks balls sometimes.  My life has been as such for a while now.  Don’t get me wrong, I have a wonderful life and have no feelings of woe to the contrary, but there has been some shit gone down over the last couple years that I like to believe has ended with my […]