When we met I was energetic, skinny, randy, and cute. I had blondish long hair which was fairly thick, no glasses, no health issues, and could hold my own at parties. I liked to socialize even if I still preferred one-on-one conversation.
When we married I had gained a little weight but nothing crazy. I was still healthy, and happy.
Since then, we have had life hit me upside the head a few times.
Here are the ways in which I am not the person I was: I am obese (almost). I have thinning hair. I have thick glasses. I am moody. I am depressed. I am not social. I don’t like parties, bars, or booze. I cry easily. I’m never randy. I have a few autoimmune issues. My thyroid is broken. I am not energetic or active. I am no longer me. I am no longer the woman Cris married.
I really hope he doesn’t realize all of this… I don’t want him to give up on me just yet.
Gallery – the fall of me ê